twitter seems really lively when the whole OT6 can chat around regularly, and it makes me really happy!!
on the other hand, everyone else i used to talk to has started school (and one girl moved out to the dorms) so... no one else is around ;; i feel like with everyone except the OT6 i can never get past a certain stage of friendship with people and i'm not sure why... i try and talk to them at pretty much every opportunity but i guess i'm just not too good with people (i probably go between being annoying by talking too much and then backing off and not talking for a few days orz) idk things are just kind of quiet lately... ヽ(゜∇゜)ノ
in other news... i decided that for now i'm going to quit posting translations on tumblr, i just started to feel uncomfortable about it after seeing a few things, i felt like i needed to compete with other translators (and you know how i deal with competition? i quit), and like people were going to expect them regularly, idk... i feel more like now i need to be focusing on my own stuff instead of translating other people's creations. and actually since i deleted all the ones i was going to post out of my drafts and stopped thinking about translating them i feel a bit... lighter? like i feel i can use tumblr purely as my own enjoyment and not feel like i have to contribute things and idk it's just pretty nice u___u i'm glad i decided to do this, haha (also i feel a lot more comfortable if i'm in the background anyway OTL)
ahhh oh well, anyway! i have to start working hard!! since now i have time i want to use it!! (though i also want to play pokemon eheheh) (also i forgot i loved the twins from ouran a lot)
on the other hand, everyone else i used to talk to has started school (and one girl moved out to the dorms) so... no one else is around ;; i feel like with everyone except the OT6 i can never get past a certain stage of friendship with people and i'm not sure why... i try and talk to them at pretty much every opportunity but i guess i'm just not too good with people (i probably go between being annoying by talking too much and then backing off and not talking for a few days orz) idk things are just kind of quiet lately... ヽ(゜∇゜)ノ
in other news... i decided that for now i'm going to quit posting translations on tumblr, i just started to feel uncomfortable about it after seeing a few things, i felt like i needed to compete with other translators (and you know how i deal with competition? i quit), and like people were going to expect them regularly, idk... i feel more like now i need to be focusing on my own stuff instead of translating other people's creations. and actually since i deleted all the ones i was going to post out of my drafts and stopped thinking about translating them i feel a bit... lighter? like i feel i can use tumblr purely as my own enjoyment and not feel like i have to contribute things and idk it's just pretty nice u___u i'm glad i decided to do this, haha (also i feel a lot more comfortable if i'm in the background anyway OTL)
ahhh oh well, anyway! i have to start working hard!! since now i have time i want to use it!! (though i also want to play pokemon eheheh) (also i forgot i loved the twins from ouran a lot)
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