I REALLY WANT TO IMPROVE A LOT OF THINGS ABOUT MYSELF ヾ(▼ﾍ▼；) whether or not these are actually valuable life skills considered important by the world at large is of no consequence

• wake up before/by 10am every day
• spend time with my favorite series every day
• more pixiving (esp for hetalia/kagepro)
• learn how to use makeup (start w mascara + eyeliner orz)
• go out of the house more regularly
• learn how to be more fashionable?? (can i do this)
• pay more attention to food/eating
• learn how to cook more things and try recipies!! (is this really ayu speaking)
• reply to people more often on twitter, try not to die away from convos
• talk more on tumblr (i really want to try and make more friends)
• get better about talking about the things i like in general
• not be so awkward?? if possible
• update this journal at least once a week!!
• play more videogames uwu (flash + rpg maker ones seem kinda popular)
• write and/or draw every day!
• practice guitar seriously
• read more books (try and get used to reading w kindle i will try)
• read even more books
• keep up with language practice! this is really important i've been slacking so much
• i've probably been in history book withdrawal for several months i need to start reading them again
• more books
• install a new ver of photoshop (i want to icon photography from tumblr and a ton of other things)
• try and learn how to make gifs!! ; v ;
• write things and then actually let people read them (stop burying them in my closet)
• write things even if i don't think i'll let people read them
• write things about whatever i want (i saw someone publishing a yuhaku fanbook this yr, it's never too late for anything)
• draw a ton!!
• practice drawing things i'm not good at drawing
• look at a ton of reference pictures / draw things that aren't people!
• try and practice with color... get more comfortable using color and don't be afraid to mess up
• get better at planning out projects... so i can actually finish them
• MAKE A DOUJIN!!!! (life goal)
• don't forget about my own characters and think about them more, develop them more, get really honki about these things
• make a semblance of an original story (aka not something based off of something else)
• learn how to plan out original ideas and get... to work on them...
• write lots of original things!!
• draw lots of original things!!
• try not to let negative thoughts block me from working on things i want to do
• try not to let things bother me or get to me as much, realize that i have just as much a right to exist as other people
• remember to not feel guilty for enjoying things or feeling happy or doing what i want
• listen to nice music always!!

yeah idk how much sense this all makes but i wanna level up maybe if i work hard at all this, things will come together (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)